英语翻译Is it the end May be.I have to accept the outcome myself

英语翻译
Is it the end May be.I have to accept the outcome myself.only about one week ,while I have sensed long long time.long long time not to receive his respond ,long long time not to know something about him and her,long long time not to chat with him,long long time feel deeply down .then a strong feeling drives me to send information to him ,drive me to concern him,to know him,to curiosity about him ,to think these without hesitate for a second.somehow I don't do like that.For me,maybe this is better which isn't my excepted,maybe he does good to me ,maybe this can relieve pain.maybe the god is just playing a track on me.maybe I justexperience my life,whether it or not ,then my finally conclusion is that put the feeling into the deepest heart and other things don't pay attention to from now on,just along its development.In conclusion,my love experience should end up.what should I do is merely focusing my attention on my study.what must I do is to stand up with my heart,never to miss him ,only stand and hide.where is tomorrow?I'm frightened that I haven't found.But I shoud beleve that the tomorrow is bright and just around the corner.At last,May you luck and happiness,Feng!you can find a girl who you love love you truly!I rather than believe time can heel the wound In addition ,I will continue to search for my tomorrow!Everything is possible!Come on