英语翻译i really should get in get in to face what i fear to fac

英语翻译
i really should get in
get in to face what i fear to face but always want to face
never mind the turth is often far away from the reality
i always talk to myself,leave her alone if you can't protect her
it is too cruel to me,maybe not only me
but,what can i do beside to give up?
i hope her not be upset as i hear about but happy for all days
thinking about i have let all the things go,but when it happen to me,i found myself really
get the pain,for everything happened
one year's time can't do any faver to release the pain
just one minute ,i was pulled back in the memory
so,just give me one chance,i will solve everything out
just give me one chance,i will do anything to make up for what i did
just give me one chance,i will never let it happen
just one chance,i will change all my life
but i never get the chance as i can never change the history
i really should get in ,maybe i could get the chance after i get in