英语翻译I believe you so i was always deceived.Every day,i ask m

英语翻译
I believe you so i was always deceived.Every day,i ask myself how i can run out of this vortex.Until today,i still can't tell the truth of what you said apart.Be influenced by you,i have changed a lot.Of course,the relationship between us has also changed.We may not be good friends.But,it seems that believing you has been a habit of mine.Perhaps,it will leave longer.So,if our memery is losing,please,at least,don't leave dirt on it .As nowadays i think it is still precious.We need courage to find next warmth.We need warmth to warm our hearts.Like what you said:that's my purpose finding you.
Why do i believe you.That's easy to answer'Trust you,therefore,i believe.'