英语翻译Why do you make me become so crazy!Why do you make me lo

英语翻译
Why do you make me become so crazy!Why do you make me lose myself!The first time ,you regarded me as a monitor so long time.The first time ,you stringed along with me to have a chat on the internet all-night ,just worried that I would feel boring.The first time ,you carried me on your back to climb to the fifth floor.The first time ,you tried your best to make firework for me.The first time ,you sent me back to home at the mid-night.The first time ,you cook for me for a long time.The first time ,you first helped me to wash my shoes.The first time ,you found me at mid-night due to that I feel angry with you.The first time ,you called me to tell me to put on more clothes before I go out The first time ,you did not care about my bad habbits in the night.The first time ,you did cruel things on me ,but I can not find any reasons to hate you.The first time ,you can find ways to make me feel safety so quickly.I think this is the reason that I need so much love that you can give me.I think this is the reason that I fell in love with you deeoly.