英语翻译So bad to me here!so,I want to home!Can you understand w

英语翻译
So bad to me here!
so,I want to home!Can you understand what means?Can you understand how bad feeling in my mind?
My feeling is so bad that I have to do everything what I can do for fast passing times!
I miss zhengzhou!I miss my home!I miss everything in our cantry!Do you andstand what means?
Of course I miss you too,so muth time I miss you!
But I know,even so missing you,however I don`t follow you when I back home!Because you have boyfrend already!
Can you take my hands?Mey I take you hands?How holding it to me!But I don`t hold it already!
I`m want to know it very muth,it`s:Do you miss me too?What deepness?Although you don`t love me already,I love you all the same!I said:I will love you forever though my life and my live!
I miss you,pigeon!even you are others bride!
Please don`t write back to me for all words what I said today!Because I don`t destroy your nexus!
good luck everyday!
I`m not good man!I think it all at time when I at CUBA!I will not follow you forever when I back home although we are friends!I harmed you befortime even now,but what I do thisthing for your happy time aftertime!
You are my best lover in my life though I said whole words above!Can you anderstand zhaolige?
Is time to sleep for me now,bye!