英语翻译Even though the vague feeling has been hidden in my hear

英语翻译
Even though the vague feeling has been hidden in my heart nearly five years ,I still don't intend to let it out .I'm afraid that embarrassment will come between us if I do that
In the depths of my memory ,you once said :" I daren't think too much for it's not the right time ." Maybe your words were just jokes ,but I took it for granted from then on
It is this sentence that let me have the courage to keep in touch with you .Several times I wanted to ask you whether it's the right time now .Sadly ,I couldn't confirm your thought and I had no confidence ,so ,I kept silence all the time
Since I was a senior three student ,I spared no effort to achieve the goal I once promised to you .Finally ,I make it .However ,it's not enough .You are too excellent for me to approach .Always so
But now ,I'm supposed to give up because of your elusive attitude .Perhaps you are just an unforgettable passer-by in my life and the most beautiful view on my mind .