英语翻译Are u happy when u with mewhy i am about to pick it up w

英语翻译
Are u happy when u with me
why i am about to pick it up when u down
something shining first
as time goes by
it is fading away
so many times i write this sentence
even see it first time
my eyes filled with tears
i don't wanna to let u down
but imagination is so far away from real
in my heart
put weight to memory
real even broke away
know my smile know my love
girls
smile through all
now i can know its strength
see the scene when i walk by
in white in black
i want to see the color here in your hug
something i never say
cause it really past
whether love or not
no matter what to do more
the key
is
the shining around u
i can not see
it's so dim
love didn't promise days without pain.cherish can bring back love maybe
why something past away so long that even unforgettable
why something front me i can't see
sinner or lover
no point what to love
just let it go