英语翻译Saliva-Going UnderPulling myself apart today,To see what

Saliva-Going Under
Pulling myself apart today,把我自己拆分开来
To see whats underneath,看看里面究竟如何
I analyse the things I say,我仔细分析却不得不承认
Its a mystery to me.这对我来说是个未解之谜
Why cant I be normal like everyone else?为何我不能像别人一样正常?
Why cant I become something more than myself?为何我不能超越自己?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,我摸索着试图相信自己
But its just too hard to see.然而眼前迷雾重重
Who am I now?我究竟是谁?
And when will I be found?我什么时候能被发现?
What if I drown?如果我被水淹没怎么办?
Im going under now.我正在慢慢下沉.
Lost like a ship without a sail,像没有帆的船,我完全迷失
And terrified to fail,我惊恐万状地跌落
Sick of the sickness that I feel,厌倦了这种眩晕的感觉
Its a mystery to me...这对我来说是个未解之谜.
Why cant I be normal like everyone else?为何我不能像别人一样正常?
Why cant I become something more than myself?为何我不能超越自己?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,我摸索着试图相信自己
But its just too hard to see.然而眼前迷雾重重
Who am I now?我究竟是谁?
And when will I be found?我什么时候能被发现?
What if I drown?如果我被水淹没怎么办?
Im going under now.我正在慢慢下沉.
I'm going under now 我正在慢慢下沉.
I'm going under now 我正在慢慢下沉.
Who am I now?我究竟是谁?
And when will I be found?我什么时候能被发现?
What if I drown?如果我被水淹没怎么办?
Im going under now.我正在慢慢下沉.Who am I now?
Who am I now?我究竟是谁?
And when will I be found?我什么时候能被发现?
What if I drown?如果我被水淹没怎么办?
Im going under now.我正在慢慢下沉.

拜托，I'm going under now.，这个是我正在忍受