英语翻译我按照影片《S》里介绍的方法实践两年了,可我的生活没有发生变化.我现在得了癌症,就要死了,我希望能借助“abc”

I have been carring out the methods according to the movie "S" for two years,but my life is still the same,Now I have cancer and I am dying.I hope to use "ABC" to save my life.Is my ideology complete?What's the name of the book "S" at the beginning of the movie in master's hand call?And will it be effective only if I have read that book?And is there a Chinese version of that book available?
自已译的哦