帮我写篇英文作文“what happened is important about me?” 30到40字OK啦

i'm not in the mood,because i find that i really miss 3 of my classmates who i can not get touch with for certain reasons.I can never forget you all in my deep heart:xiaojun,dayu and another girl that i dont want usher her name here.I'm day by day obssessed by the the missing of you and i feel regretful to the important days which is gone.tell me why,please.Why can i never again meet her anymore?I dont want the department with you,although it cant be reverted forever.I appreciate her elegence of speaking as well as the mature manners which distinguish her from all other girls.She is good girl in my eyes because she's so so kind to others and what is most important lies in her matureness which intoxicating me.
what makes me happy is that i will go home now,and i will notgive up.i believe in that seizing today,gasping future