谁有叫做“A bad son”的英语小说的中文翻译,急求.小说开头部分内容如下：

谁有叫做“A bad son”的英语小说的中文翻译,急求.小说开头部分内容如下：
A bad son
Ronald was holding on.
He was managing: riding it, doing something dangerous, doing something he couldn`t do. Very softly and wonderfully, he began to think this ought to mean that he was being someone new. The ground was snarling past beneath him and close by sides and this wasn`t pretending and wasn`t wishing-because neither of those worked-but he was really here with nothing gone wrong yet, not even something small-so he mast someone else now-better than he was –maybe changed just this minute, maybe by miracle.