英语翻译我不知道为什么我会变的现在这样 特别是自从来了这里以后 我也不知道为什么人会这样那样 做出一些令人无法理解的事情

我不知道为什么我会变的现在这样
I don't know how I become like this,
特别是自从来了这里以后
especially after coming here.
我也不知道为什么人会这样那样
I don't understand why human beings behave like this,
做出一些令人无法理解的事情
often doing things which make others hard to understand.
我感受着以前从未有过的茫然和无助
I felt helpless than I was before.
我不知道以后的路到底该怎么走下去 要用何种方式走下去.
I don't know how to move forward into the future.

I don't understand why I become this kind of person now,especially since I came here.I don't understand why people would do such things,either.I felt confused and helpless that I've never been through before.I don't know how to lead my life in the future ,in which way.

I don't know why i am becoming like this , especially, since the day i have come here. And i don't know why people would like to make things so intelligible, i have never felt so vacant and helpless before.I've got no idea how to get down the road exactly,and, in what method.
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