会英文的请进翻译下Suddenly feel that it is time for the abandon you,a

会英文的请进
翻译下
Suddenly feel that it is time for the abandon you,all of a sudden think that the distance between us much good,so far away ...really good .
Suddenly feel that you really do not belong to me,everything,everything is only my wishful thinking,your circle will never have I
Suddenly feel lonely really good,maybe I have been so lonely,just do not want to face it ...has been trying to avoid it has been unwilling to face,has been cheating myself,I can escape when suddenly Inter realized it was time the face of all this,it is time to face their feelings ..
Suddenly you feel that there is no really good day lonely .
Today met a neuropathy,epilepsy epilepsy,and was really good hope that you will appear,but you did not appear after all,are you going now?