英语翻译如题：翻译地道点,深情点的...我要表达的意思是我的初恋~我很想念他!但是我们无法见面!......

亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
【My dear of you how not at I nearby】
The air here is very fresh
A light repast here is very special
The latte here is unlike water
The night scene here has much of a felling
In the horizon of 10,000 feet
BE have the room of port view
The store been haggle
34:00 quarreled in the dawn
But dear of you how not at I nearby
We have how much time can waste
Telephone again sweet the fax comfort again
Also not enough with cope with can't embrace each other you of faraway
My dear of you how not at I nearby
A person made a day of it to once be like for a year
That part dark cloud of the sea one whole slice
I think very much for the sake of you happiness a point
But dear of you how not at nearby
In the horizon of 10,000 feet
BE have the room of port view
The store been haggle
34:00 quarreled in the dawn
But dear of you how not at I nearby
We have how much time can waste
Telephone again sweet the fax comfort again
Also not enough with cope with can't embrace each other you of faraway
My dear of you how not at I nearby
A person made a day of it to once be like for a year
That part dark cloud of the sea one whole slice
I think very much for the sake of you happiness a point
But dear of you how not at I nearby

Oh~Sweetheart, why you have to leave me alone.
I miss you to death

My darling, why you are not here with me? (亲爱的，你怎么不在我身边？)
I miss you so much!（我是如此想你）