英语翻译“或许怀念仅比失去更难以接受”；“我不知道（时间）过了多久,也不愿意去算”；“没有资格得到任何东西,对不起,是我

Cherishing someone's memory is maybe the only thing which is harder to endure than losing him.
I don't know how long has it been.I can't count,even will not wish to.
I am not qualified to receive anything.I'm sorry,but I really do not deserve it.Even I have abandoned myself.

" Maybe miss only lost more than to accept ";
" I don't know how long ( time ), I can't count, is not willing to be ";
" Not qualified to get anything, I'm sorry, is I don't deserve it, even I myself have abandoned their "

“Maybe yearn is difficult to accept than losing you"
"I do not know that how long the time has pass, I am not counting, and will never count it..."
"I have no right to recieve anything, I am sorry, I do not deserve it, even i am giving up on myself."
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人脑翻译～谢谢！

it is unacceptable for missing than losing.
i dont know how long the time passes. i dont want to concern it even wouldnt do it.
i dont deserve to possess it. i am not qualified. sorry.