英语翻译My own happiness in the past often approached such joy t

My own happiness in the past often approached such joy that I could share it even with the person dearest to me but had to walk it away in quiet streets and take down parts of it in my diary. 句子里有such...that就相当于so ...that,太...而不能，意译为反而。 such that 在这里就相当于so that。