英语翻译我没有想过真的和你分开,我只想让你能为我改变一点点,可是半个月不到你就相亲了,还告诉我你要嫁给他,你让我怎么办?

I have never thought of parting with you.I just wanted to make you change a bit for me.But,you were engaged in less than half a month and told me to marry him.What do you want me to do?I do wish it was a joke and you were next to me when I woke up.Sweetie,do you know how much I want to stay with you?Although you are 5 years older,I always believe we will be together.But now,I can only wish you to be happy.