可以帮翻译一下嘛Suddenly feel my world without stars, heart love is

可以帮翻译一下嘛Suddenly feel my world without stars, heart love is everywhere complained that the twists and turns of heart and no one can understand
Occasionally reminded, the heart of lonely, perhaps laughing can forget, can't really be yourself, have had, through a number of ups and downs together.
When you now to late at night, always as the the lonely sighing of the heart, think it over and over again, is nothing more than emotional world of a game and I lost myself in it.
Maybe time can cross out those damn experience, but always have those indelible memories has been hovering in my mind, so clear, so familiar.
Lonely,suffering who clearly.
May sometimes late at night in a quietly listening to music, enjoying the grief.
May sometimes a person shed tears late at night, or may sometimes get drunk on my own.
Look at you all, I am thinking what did I play the role.
That kind of helpless,sad and the feeling of heartache, only then to know that I really care about you.
But long time, still feeling a bit tired.I don't know whether I should let go.I just want to ask, in your heart, what am I?
I hate every time feeling of losing, that feels really hard.I don't want to lose you, but again afraid not hold you.I'm not asking you to love me, just hope you can accompany me.
I was very bad, not worth all that you do everything for me.
But if back up again, I think I will choose you, no regrets, did the right thing is right, wrong is wrong.