求《okay spanner you win》全文,要英文

Okay.Spanner,YouWin!
SometimesI thinkmyselfasecondDel.
Wearepushedtodosomethingparentswantandtheothersappreciate.
Soitseemsthatwhatarewesupposedtodonowisstudyingdayandnight.andonlybystudyingharderandhardercanwemakeothersbeproudof us.
Buttobehonest,I havetosay,I donotlikestudyatall.Itoncegainedothers`respectowingtomygreatgrades.soI usedtostudyhardtogetgoodgradessoastosatisfymyabhorrentvanity.butnow.idonotthinkso/
I believetherearesomethingmoreimportantthanstudy.
Forexample,I likedrawing.Ithastakenmeover,includingmyheart.
I canspendalldayinpaintingjustasmalllovelyflowersinsketch,butI cannotspendevenoneminuteindoingexerciseonweekend.maybeI amcrazy.
ButI doenjoyitandI hopeonedayI canliveinaliferelatedtoarteveryminute.
I canwellrememberwhenI decidedtomakepaintingasagreatpartofmylife,mymothersaidtome..‘youcannotputyourheartintopaintinganymorebecauseyouareahighschoolstudentnow.”
ButI likeart.Livingwithoutartisjustlikefishliveswithoutwater.
DoI havetoputmyinterestasidejusttogetreadyforentranceexamination?
Ifitisso,I willjustdonothavemoretimetoinsistonmyhobby.
I always thoughttostandandfightagainstit.butI didnot.Iamacoward.ireallydonotwanttoletmyparentsdown,.allI candonowistohidemythoughtsfrommyheartandburymyselfinstudy.
I wonderifonedaywhenmyparentssupportmetodothethingsI like,weatherI willfindthatstudyisthethingI enjoyedinreality.justasDel.Heislucky.I alwaysthinklikethat.hegainsalotfromtheexperienceandheissurebrilliantignoringthepressurefromothers.
Well,ifoneday,ididwellinstudy,(on,I havetosay,teacher,Ireallylikeenglish.itismyfavoritesubjectsoI ampuzzledwhyyouthinkthatI donothaveinterestinit,justbecauseI cannotreciteapassage?ButdidI failedeverytime?.idonotliketotoreciteitbecauseI thinkcomprehensionismoreimportant.ievenboughtsomebookslikethemostbeautifulEnglishtoreadeveryday…I enjoyit.I would...well,itseemsimpossible.Idonotlikeit..
I wanttoyelllikeDel,I`mfree.
I canbemyselfintime.
WrittenbyVivian