No matter how others judged you,I'm always willing to trust you,understanding what you have done in your perspective. It's not your fault.However, the coach and the environment made mistake.
No matter how others look on you, I'll believe you and understand the things you have done in your position. You have done nothing wrong. It is the coach and the environment that are wrong.
No matter what other people think of you, I would like to believe you, standing in the position you understand you to do those things. You have no wrong, wrong is the coach and the environment