When I was five,my father killed himself.If left me feeling

When I was five,my father killed himself.If left me feeling as though I'd done something wrong:that if I had been bether somehow,maybe he'd have stayed around.My mother remarried,and this was my dad until I was nineteen.I called him Dad and used his name all through school.But,when he and my mother dicorced,he just walked away.Once again,I wonderried what was wrong with me so that I couldn't keep a father
Mother remarried again,and Bob was a wonderful,kind man.I was twentynow and no longer living at home,but I felt a great love and attachment for him.Afew years later my mother was diagnosed with cancer and was not given long to live.Shortly before she died,Bob came over to my house alone one day.We talked about a lot of things,and then he told me that he wanted me to know that he'd alwanys be there for mr even after Mother was gone.Thenb he asked if he could adopt me.
I could hardly believe my ears.Tears came down my face.He wanted me--me I was twenty--five,but I was his little boy.
Three short years later,Bob,too,was diagnosed with cancer and was gone within the year.At first,I was hurt and anfry with God for taking this father away too.Finally,the love and acceptance that I felt from Dad came through again,and I became,once more,grateful for the years we had
On Father's Day,I always reflwct on what I've learned about fatherhood.I've learned that fatherhood is a matter of the heart.Bob's gift from the beart will warm my heart forever
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attachment 留恋
adopt收养
grateful感激的
根据短文回答问题
1.ehat did the writer feel after his father killed hiraself?
2.How was Bob in the writer's eyes?
3.What did the writer feel after Bob asked if he could him?
4.Why was the writer angry with God?
5.What has the writer learned about fatherhood?