英语翻译Perhaps I happyI do not like to say that most of it ever

英语翻译
Perhaps I happy
I do not like to say that most of it every day,
but I do not like the laugh laugh constantly,
and everyone around me that the good happy life,
so I think they will really happy.
But why I will be a large group of friends
on the sudden silence,why in the crowd to see a similar-looking
on the sad to see the autumn leaves off trees
frantically forget what I saw on the night
sky gradually warm yellow lights
on forget their original direction