英语翻译a mess in blanki hope to have a car in front of me to fo

英语翻译
a mess in blank
i hope to have a car in front of me to follow when i'm lost
i hope to have a blanket to snuggle into when i'cold
i hope to be close to home when i have the stomach flu
i hope to have great streches of time to sleep when i'm tired
i hope to have you waching me gently when i don't know what to say
i hope to know to stop in time when i'm not being good
i hope to know that when i'm feeling lonely,you are somewhere around
i think of you whenever i am
when i am alone you are the main character of my mind
i am...jealous of you
am i stupid or just scattered-brained
all those happiness and worries have existed so clearly
how could i have completely forgotten them
after all everyone is simple and normal
everyone is kind a little silly afraid of being lonely play a few tricks here and there
hoping that others treat them nicely but too lazy to give at the same time
it's easy to feel the happiness of others and pity of ourselves
when we build our happiness on top of other's happiness
will it be easier to be...happy?
don't let the person that loves you cry heartbrokenly
there's only one chance that you can hurt them so deep
after that you can go from "the irreplaceable one" to "the interchangeable one"
even if they still love you
there is something something real which has changed
then why do we travel
maybe it's because that someone something or somewhere
once you leave behind
you can never return
or think that you will not be able to return...