英语翻译紧握希望紧握希望几多忧愁在我脑海中萦绕几多烦恼在我心灵中敲打曾几何时我踌躇满志又几何时我意气风发现实总是这样残忍

Hold hope
Hold hope
How sad
In my mind
Much trouble
In my heart beating
Once upon a time
I self-fulfilled
And a few when
I am faithful
reality
Always so cruel
want
Always in the distant horizon
Rainy crept
Tender heart in silence
Sigh,trembling
Dark corner
Scarred heart that
Waiting and waiting
Before dawn the bright dawn
I trekking in blatant in the crowded market of
The parents' nag
Like the sun sapling
Zi zi growth
The contrast between the ideal and the reality
Step by step,step by step
Will the helpless me toward the edge of the cliff
A bottomless pit
Is my home?
Cliff edge of stone was the wind tore into strips
A single grass
Is smiling grow up
Like curling golden sunshine
Warm my tired out heart
I silently sigh
Then sobs
The wind strengthened
But didn't stop my soul fire from spreading
Against the wind,and walk forward
Don't need original prayer
I still insist on childhood belief
My future is not a dream!