请教下面这段阅读理解的中文意思.

请教下面这段阅读理解的中文意思.
In bed that night,though,I wasn’t so sure.The doctors wanted to operate in two days.Their haste worried me.I remembered my brother DeWayne,how he lost his battle with lung cancer years ago.Finally I did the only thing left to do.There in the darkness of my room,I prayed.For strength.For courage.For life.The day after Christmas,my brother-in-law Dwaine came with Kay and me to Houston,Texas.My Oklahoma City doctor had recommended the head of the neurosurgery department at The University of Texas M.D.Anderson Cancer Center for my surgery.But when we arrived at the cancer center,another doctor was there to greet me.“Dr.Sawaya is not in the clinic today,” he said.“I’m Jeffrey Weinberg.”