Her expression as she realized she would be on the show made

Her expression as she realized she would be on the show made up for my not being on the team.
这句话的意思是：正像她意识到的那样,这次的节目她能上了,而我不在这个团队里.（文章是说两个女孩子竞争一个位置参加一档游戏节目,最后一个女孩胜了,一个没能参加比赛.）可是,made up for my not being on the team结构是怎样的?我不理解.