英语翻译我付出了这么多,现在却受到如此大的伤害,还恶语相向,我这一辈子都不会原谅你的,你改变了我的人生轨迹,我失去太多了

I have given so much,but still got much too hurt with abusive language attacking / coming at me.All my life I won't forgive you,for I have lost too much.I know I am of no use to you.Now this good-for-nothing knows what to do / knows how to deal with it.Whatever,I wish for you.

I had payed so much but now I get hurt so much with your abusive expression.You have changed my life track and I have lost so much I think i wasn't able to forgive you forever this
life.I know I become meaningless to you now and I also know what shall I do next,But In any case,good wishes for you!