英语达人请进`帮我翻译一下这段话`我不断寻找着自己旅途的尽头……我相信我可以躲在虚假的面具后将真实遗忘躲在阴霾里习惯了…

I kept looking at the end of their journey ......
I believe I can hide behind a false mask after
Will be the true forgotten
Hiding in the haze
Used to ......
Have got used to the hard turn
Others cast off
Betrayal of their own to bear the loneliness and flustered
Standing alone on a Snowy Evening
Beautiful memories of the glorious
Exposure to less than a black shadow
I do not have to worry about their burns
Because
I have not hurt
Beyond the time of death and suffering
All can be paralysis
I have not hurt
Journey time where I lost all
So,what is the pain?......
What is pain?
All nothing to do with me
The doomed ......
End of life is an empty *